Aspirin: 07/08/2007 - 07/15/2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CANDY HONEY!!!

You mean the world to me and I love you to bits!!!

It's funny how when you're drinking and slightly intoxicated that things become so painfully clear, and then the next day when you're all sober you get to thinking "what in the world was I thinking last night?"

And your moment of clarity is all gone. All that remains is that feeling that you reached another level of thought.

Pain is such a resilient feeling.

Sometimes you think you've fought it off, only to run smack into it around the next corner. Pain just waits. It waits when you're deep in sleep, then wakes you up with a sharp stab to the chest. Or when you're driving, it blindsides you when you think everything's clear.

Pain gives you stomachaches, headaches, and chest pains.

Pain can be a nuisance. You can be happy watching TV when it suddenly rears it's head and bites you on the ankle and injects it's poison into you. In seconds you are numb and unfeeling, you can no longer derive pleasure from what you are doing.

Pain is something you wish you didn't have, didn't have to live with or experience.

Especially if you have a broken heart.