4.14.2006

"Okay, I'm neurotic at times. I have momentary episodes of delusion that last from 5 seconds to 5 minutes. I like dogs and cats, but only when I'm in the mood. We have 5 cats, 2 of them are kitties, and 2 stinky dogs. Everytime they (the cats) settle down into my lap and I drive them away, I feel guilty. So most of the time I just avoid lounging whenever they're around. I like trying things. I lose interest quickly. I hate being forced against my will, and especially against my ego. I like making friends. I love cheese. I ride a motorcycle and a scooter, but not a big bike. I have a large family. We have a medium-sized house that seems to be getting smaller every year. My father and brother are both actors/artists. Another brother of mine has tried acting. I haven't tried acting but would like to. I'm secretly repressed. Most of the time I'm scared shitless, but never let anyone on to it. I can be reckless at times, and the obsessive. But most of the time I'm just lazy. I like being solitary sometimes. I love going to the beach. I would like to go skydiving in the future. I hate snobs, stuck-ups, and plastic people. I have been in plenty of trouble in the past, but never with the law. I am egotistic. I love myself secretly, and hate myself simultaneously. I'm easily pleased, but hardly contented. I have a short attention span. I think I have no flow. I like going where the wind takes me, but lately I've been gaining responsibility so this makes wandering a bit harder these days. I haven't come into my own at twenty-seven. I think I've lost steam..."

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