Aspirin

Today, things just got real-er.

posted by Karl @ 2:35 AM 0 Comments

Have you ever had that feeling that you're numb but you know that there's pain?

Right now, I just want to feel. Because right now is scaring the shit out of me. It's weird 'cause I can feel panic coming but it doesn't. It's like sitting up in a tree knowing very well that the leopard looking up at you can just climb up and have dinner, but it doesn't. Like it's just waiting for your strength to fail, so you can come to it via gravity.

It's like somethings been taken out, like a heart for example.

I should be feeling like crap but I'm not. I know something doesn't belong here, and that something else should be in place of that foreign something. Am I making sense? Probably, probably not. I don't care, I need to function. Maybe things will return back to normal soon, maybe after I wake up I'll just smile at this episode. But right now, it's all just white noise.

I can hear the city calling, but I can't understand what it's saying.

posted by Karl @ 2:01 AM 0 Comments