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Dear blog,

it's been a while since I was last here, and I feel guilty for having abandoned you. It reminds me of those times when I suddenly vanished on my friends without as much as simple 'bye' or 'see you in a while.' I know that it's rude, and I don't know why I keep doing it. Maybe because something came up, like during these past weeks... or months? Maybe. And I did miss you. Just like I miss my friends. The difference here is that we've been reunited while me and my friends haven't. I've been pretty busy lately. Work has been good, my clients are good too. They are easy to talk to and get along with. So working with them has pretty much been a pleasureable experience. I've been going out a bit too, meeting new people and seeing new things. Learning too. It's a good thing you're loyal to me without ever feeling bad about me popping in and out of your sight just like that. If you were a person you'd probably be having second thoughts about speaking to me. We'd probably have difficulty catching up... what would I say? What would I possibly have to say that you would care for since I've been out of your reach for so long now? I don't know. But I do know that it's up to me to make it up to you. After all, it was me who vanished all of a sudden. I would never have consciously taken you for granted... but I did. But I'm thankful you're still there. Thankful that you continually put up with me and my erratic behaviour, along with all my quirks and flaws. Now don't think that I haven't been thinking about you during my absence, I have. I have often wondered how you've been, how you're feeling. And please don't think that you're not a part of me, sometimes it just seems like that... oh, and thanks for still welcoming me back. I was afraid you weren't going to be here when I came back but you were. Thanks.

I don't know if it's going to happen again. Maybe, maybe not. But I want you to know that I'd never consider you lesser even if I were gone long. I still cherish your company and enjoy it very much. So forgive me for being who I am. Forgive me for being neglectful of you.

looking forward to next time,

Karl

posted by Karl @ 9:04 PM